Byebye livejournal, i've switch back to my old blogspot alrdy. Won't be using livejournal. Because... Too much memories in here.

Took bus 23 over to Sim Lim & walked over to Bugis village. Bought Suan Pan Zi for him to try. Lols, he likes it alot! Keep craving for more. Tsk! Greedy pig. Ahaha! Than we went up to take neoprints. Lols, not too bad. At least the picture didn't came out ugly.



After taking the neoprints, we decided to walked over to Suntec to watch Eagle Eye. Halfway there, it started raining so heavily. Luckly I had my umbrella with me. Lols, end up both of us still got wet! Ahaha. So we went to buy the tickets at EngWah cinema, than walked around while waiting for our show to start. We went to Carrefour(Did I spell it right?) to walk around, than treat him to yogurt. Our fav! Lols. Amazingly I spent $15 on arcade itself. Ahaha. But it was all worth it having fun with Chouchou.



After our show, we had ShiLin for dinner. Than we had a slow stroll at the fountain of wealth. & so happen when we just cross over to the Fountain of weath, the lazer show started and I took loads of photo. And Chouchou say, if they play our song Thunder, than really. Nothing to say already. And just nice, the next song, Thunder..... We just stood there hugging each other like there's no tomorrow. Lols!

Been up the past few nights, couldn't get to sleep. So I started watching a new chinese drama, The magicians of love. Very funny 'nd heart warming. And I realise most of the things XiaoBei (The lead actress in the drama) said in the show actually makes sense. And it's really true. Im gonna quote afew sentence from what they said in the drama. Oh yea, Xiaobei seriously look like Rainie, is she? No right?

XiaoBei: "I finally understand why nobody likes you, it's because you play too many mind games. You only care about your own feeling, you never cared about other people. One lie, no matter how careful you try to cover it, it will be uncovered in the end. And when this lie is uncovered, you can never imagine how hurtful the other person feels. I'll give you a suggestion, If you still wish for other people to trust you, starting from today, towards your friends, towards your family, being honest to them is the best way."

XiaoBei Dad: "The trait a soldier values the most is honesty. Yet he has lies. If you marry him, you'll surely be lied to in your entire life! Dad doesn't want you to marry to a rich person, but in the very least, don't marry a liar! If he can lie to you before marrigae, what's more after marriage."

Er Qi: "When you like someone, you have to accept everything about them. Including their wrong decisions."

Grandma: "For good friends you can give up anything, but you cannot give up the girl of your dreams. Love is selfish. You must be with the girl you love and have a life together. No matter how difficult it is, your heart will feel very sweet."

Here's a clip of ErQi & YaSi, both very good friends, brothers. Fighting for a girl the both like. Lols, lucky woman!

Like I've been getting sooooooooooo lazy to update. I might just abondon my livejournal some day. Lols. Hmm, mummy gone over to Medan for some mission trip for her church. And Sayang mum has gone on a holiday to London. How nice, free from naggings :D! So anyways, Sayang have been staying over at my place everyday. But all he does is eat, sleep, bathe, dota! Lazy ass.

28-September-2008, Sunday, F1 Race
So, we went over to Marina for dinner with Sayang to see the F1 race too. I swear it's really really loud. The noise seems to make me angry but at the same time excited. Hah! Well, I couldn't take a picture of the cars because they were too fast! & after that we went back to Tampines to meet the army boy, Nelson! Lols.



01-October-2008, Wednesday, Happy Anniversary
Well, Sayang have been staying over at my place. So i had to accompany him home to change in order to go out. Lols, but guess what. I fell asleep over at his place because i was superrrrrrrrrr tired! Heh, but we still manage to went out at night. We cabbed over to E-hub to catch the movie, Mirrors. Before we went for our movie, we head over to Pasta Mania for late dinner.

Could hardly even find time to update my blog. Its either im staying over at Sayang place, or he's staying over at mine. So anyways, recently Sayang had been staying over at my place instead. And mummy ordered Mcdonald for Sayang 'nd me before leaving for work. Lols. And than after baby woke up, we went fishing at Pasir Ris with my oldest sis & her boyf, second sis & her boyf. 'nd aftermath, sis boyf drove us over to Mrprata for supper. I had Maggie prata 'nd sis ate Masala prata. Booo to the maggie prata, taste like shit! So much onion.

 

Ignore the title for this post, im just being random cause i couldn't think of any to replace it. Lols. I forgot which day i went to Sentosa with Sayang, Sis 'nd her friends. Just gonna get the pictures up up up and away! :p
Anyways, after Sentosa. We met up with Raymond(Sis boyf), had dinner than when window shopping. Heh, they bought ballons for me ^.^

Sometimes, i don't think i know anyone of them. Even your longest friend like maybe say, 7-10 years of friendship. They might not be your true friends. Why do friends quarrel? Some backstabs, some lie about stuffs, and some of them imitates(which i hate the most). You know what they always say, True friends are hard to find. Gonna quote on something ;

Friends make up the most important part our life. We make different groups of friends at different stages of our lives. Somehow we have to part with one and other as we enter subsequent stages of our lives. Everyone will then have his or her own busy schedule. Although we seldom see each other, we know that in our hearts, lived the happy memories we had together. True friends are hard to find. It is difficult to find someone who is willing to listen to your troubles, give you genuine advice on relationships and most importantly, to be able to understand how you feel.

Well, friends are important, but family is the backbone of my life. Without them, I wouldn’t have been able to stand strong through the obstacles in life.
- Lin Rong Ying

Well, i guess everything she said is true. It's really difficult to find someone who is willing to listen to your troubles. Most of the time i receive testimonials in friendster & msges on my handphone stating something like "I promise i'll be there when you need me, i'll be your listening ear when you need someone" Hmm, from what i've been through those words can simply come out from anyone. When at times when i really do need someone, none. None will be there, its not that i didn't try calling and claims no one will be there for me. I just think that in the middle of the night when you really need someone to talk to, who will be the silly one to wake up from their beauty sleep just to listen to your troubles? Maybe 1 or 2, but not alot. And the 1 or 2 might be really your true friend, or they're just not asleep. Even if they listen to what i have to say, will they understand? I don't think so, you'll only understand something when you've been through it. All the can say is "I understand, cheer up, don't be sad already." Do you think that really makes someone feel better? Nahs, i don't think so.

- Good friends are like bras, close to your heart and there for support.
Always, They're quick to congratulate when life goes well. They don't hesitate to lend a hand when you need one, even if you didn't ask. Good buddies will tell you the truth, but they don't criticize. They support you, watch your back, and back you up. If they tell a little white lie, it's only to protect you. And you never have to worry about a knife in your back.

- Friends are like elevator buttons, the bad ones goes down to the basement!
They're the ones who are slow to congratulate, if they ever do. They always manage to find fault, because nothing you do will ever be enough. While others applaud, they feign smiles, ever-eager to slip you a snarky remark that leaves you wondering what exactly they meant. Life is too short to waste on those who make us feel bad about ourselves, who beat us up when we only try to help, who are precisely like the elevator button taking us down to the basement.
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Let me ask a question, you can answer in my comment box. Or you can just ask yourself silently (:
And when you really have the answer, think wisely. Are they really always there for you? Do they do things to make you feel bad?
Are the the ones you can count on? Or do they say things behind your backs?

• Does your friend make you feel good?
• Do you ever wonder if your friend says bad things about you behind your back?
• Does your friend ever ask you to do things that you are uncomfortable with?
• Does your friend make you feel like you are not as good as they are?
• Does your friend not like it when you hang out with other people?
• Does your friend ask you to contribute more to the relationship?
• Does your friendship make you feel safe and comfortable?

(I know this post is really random, i just feel like talking about friendship, lols!)

God, there's so much to update and i don't even know where to start from. Lols. I haven't been home since my last update post. Been staying over at Sayang house every single dayyyyy! I'll update abit ^.^ But it won't be in orders. I'll just update randomly, you can't expect me to recall where i went on which day right? Lols. I'll state the date if i remember :p
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•A day out with Sissy her boyf & Darling.
Well, we went to Ikea to shop abit. I bought a super red dustbin 'nd a little small drawer to put at Darling's place. So i can put all my stuffs when im over at his house :D! Aftermath, we went for dinner. Meatballs, yumyum! And after filling our tummy, Raymond send us back home. Sayang and i got the little drawer fix up while watching tv. Heh!



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•Sayang soccer match at Safra!
Went to his soccer match with him 'nd his friends. Lols, after his match. We met up with Shannon 'nd Beibei outside the gate. Than we went to have Dinner at 802! :D


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•7th September, Rue's first month
Cancled my birthday celebrations with JinLian they all, cause i had to go for my cousin baby first month. I brought Sayang with me. Lols, my dad, granny, aunties, uncles, cousins were all there. So i guess this is it, baby have finally met my whole family. This is the first time my dad ever saw my boyf. Heh! Well, baby is lucky. He even get to go overseas with my family. Haha! So anyways, after eating and talking to my relatives and all. Sayang & me decided to pop by my dad house. Since he's going for work 'nd so is my second sis. Dad drove Weilis to work, while me, sayang, oldest sis & her boyf went over to dad house. Woah! Been a long time since i went over, he's house looks so beautiful now ^.^ We watch the movie Disturbia over at Dad's house. And when dad's home, we decided to go to the Pasar Malams nearby. So we went down and to our horror!! Heh, we sad Raymond's(which is my sis boyf) covered in birdshits! So disgusting, gosh. So he drove us over to the nearest Shell to get his car wash. Lols! Aftermath, we went to the Pasar Malams for some junkfoods! :D


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•Happy Birthday Vinod!
Got woke up by Sayang, than waited for him to bathe and get ready while i watch tv outside his living room. Than went over to my place & he waited for me to get changed. After im done, we cabbed down to Vinod's place for his birthday celebration! :D Ok, i swear he got a really f**king cool drinking bar! So many alcohol!! (I got no idea why, but the moon that night was specially round and bright!)


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•A night on the Sofa sit!
Well well, what can i say? Junkfood makes you fat! But not me, nither is my darling. Lols! So we were watching shows on the tv, when i suggested to go down 7-11 for snacks. Ahaha! Than we watch Click while munching ourself away on the snacks!


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•16th September, Ouch! D:
Had an appointment with ZhiXian for my touch up. Pain pain, so pain :( Lols, baby and i cabbed down from Tampines to Cineleisure. Met up with Weixian, Kahlong, Clement, Garry & his girlf. Sayang accompany me up to get my tattoo done while the rest of them went to eat. Aftermath, we went for a movie. Babylon? Is that it? I don't even know what show we were watching. Lols, they just bought the tickets and we head in to the cinema. The show wasn't that nice, cause i don't really like such show. And i don't really understand it either. Lols. So anyways, after the show. Took the mrt and went to Bedok Simpang! Heh, was gaming till quite late. Had supper over at Simpang than cabbed back to Sayang place :D


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•When we can't get to sleep at night, we play with Shadows!
Ahahah! That night was really funny, we were playing with our hands. We made shadows. And we were talking about red riding hood. I use my hands to act as if i was her. And Sayang was the wolf. Lols! Was really funny luh, until we both got tired. We head to bed. Hahaha!

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•Another day of Junkfood!
Lols, this time we went down to buy icecreams, snacks and ciggys! Baby said that the new packing was really cool. Ahaha! So he bought the new Marlboro Lights. Uh huh, than we bought soup also. Haha, i gotta cook for baby, cause he don't know how to cook. Lmao.


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•There was this boring night!
We got totally nothing to do, and all the tv shows were just repeated. So i took Sayang drawing book to draw my name. And he snatch from me D: He draw his version of my name instead. Hmphf! So i ignored him and watch tv myself. Lols!

Happy Birthday to me me me! :D Offically 18! Hahah, thanks HotDotz for the birthday blast at Shin. Enjoyed myself to the fullest, thanks for the cake & the presents! :D Love you guys.


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Happy Anniversary darlia once again!
I love you so very much.
Your hands are mine to hold forever :]

Tadah! Im back from Bintan, and im super duper lazy to go into details about the whole trip. I'll just have all the pictures posted up here :D Afterall, i enjoyed myself with Sayang. I hope he did too, heh. And thanks mom, for my mini celebration birthday :D! Thanks to Sissy & her bf, Mum & her friend, And my lovely grandparents. Love all of you so very much, especially Darren! :]

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26-August-2008
Went shopping with Sayang right after he woke up from his beauty sleep from my bed. Lols! Have to keep bugging him to go to the toilet and bathe, changed. After he's done with everything, we head to town to do some shopping for our trip to Bintan, i bought a dress! And my sis gave me a jacket & $100 for my birthday! :D Thanks sissy! Sayang 'nd i had Han's for dinner. Lols, he ate Sweet & Sour fish while i had porriage, fav! Aftermath, went over to the uber huge stairs to sit. Took photos, lols. Alot of people was sitting there also, and taking pictures. So there's nothing to be shy off! :p Finally, we took a cab home cause i was super tired! Fell asleep on Sayang lap while in the cab, lols! Reached, he sent me up than he went home. Got a phone call from whoever, whatever. Quarreled and all, fan si ren -.- Hanged. Than played tower defence awhile with Sayang, hahah! So funny. Bathe, changed 'nd walked over to meet Vinod for awhile. Uh huh, uh huh. Lols, than Sayang picked me up 'nd sent me over to his house. Watch tv together then went down to have supper with Nelsonnnn. After eating, lepak for abit at the void deck & i fell asleep as i was super super tired! Hahaha, baby decided to go home. So he carried me to his homie :DD! Needless to say, slept throughout the whole day. Lols, 'nd now i can't sleep. How am i suppose to wake up so early for Bintan tomorrow. Gosh! But im super happy! :D Byebye guys, won't be blogging till im back on Sat!
Wish me a safe trip, heh! Tata readers.



Two idiots! :D

Lols, silly baby's sleeping like a dead log on my bed now. He's staying over at my housie today! :D And and and omg, eeeeeeeeeeeek! I saw one pool of saliva on my pillow >.<! Faints*
2 more days till Bintan :D!

Well, after the whole big hoo-haa. He has treated me much better, and i hope all this isn't a "San fen zhong re du" thing.
So anyways, went out with Sayang few days back. Accompany him down to the ICA building to get his passport extention. After all the waiting, we're finally done. Than we went to Suntec for HongKongCafe! :] Aftermath, walked around Marina. Sayang spent 10bucks just to catch toys for me. Lols, sweet. Wanted to catch a movie but i didn't feel like it, so we walked over to suntec for Donuts! :D:D Yummyyyyyylicious! Bloated bloated, we went for a walk at the fountain of wealth & then to TOY'R'US, LOL. Followed by the Sky garden to chill. Sissy called and said she's at Marina with her boyfriend. And she asked if we would like a lift from her boyfriend back home. So we walked back to Marina and waited for Louis to close shop and then sent us back. Hehs! Didn't update for the past few days, thats because i've been staying over at his house aagainnnnnnn.

You've really hurt me bad this time. Lies, lies 'nd more lies. Tell me, what is a relationship without trust?

On our first anniversary, I wanted to give you a surprise, so i went over to your block. Waited outside your house, but you told me you weren't at home, instead. You're at the POSB machine which is like, 5mins away from your block. You told me to wait under your block, i waited. 15mins pass, i asked if i could walked over to find you. You said you withdrawing money, just wait awhile. 20mins pass, you said you're walking back now. 45mins later, i got a little pissed, why can't i just walk over 'nd find you? You said you waiting for your uncle to transfer money, how contridicting?! You said you walking back alrdy, now you tell me you waiting for your uncle to transfer? I sat downstairs your block for more than an hour, my last message was "if you're not here in 10mins time, im gonna leave. I've waited far too long, 'nd why can't i just walk over to the POSB machine?" I waited for another 20mins, you didn't apper. Nither did you reply my message. Dissapointed, i walked home alone. Change back and slept. And i found out that you were actually at Tampines mall. That's how our 1st anniversary got ruin.

On our second anniversary, I was sleeping over at your house. The clock strikes 12, we wished each other 'nd went to bed as you were tired. Woke up in the morning, you sent me home to change. I bathe 'nd got changed. Messaged you and ask if you were ready. You told me you'll fetch me in abit. Waited and waited... Suddenly, you message me and told me "B, can we celebrate tomorrow instead. My dad wouldn't give me the cash" I replied, "Anniversary need not use money. We can always go out without spending money. Besides, i've got money. Why can't we just meet, it's our anniversary!" Mins later, no reply from you. I called you, message you. No replies. Change back and slept. And end up you told me you fell asleep. That's how our 2nd anniversary got ruin.

On our third anniversary, finally we met up. But you said we're meeting all your brothers too. I didn't mind as at least i get to spent a anniversary with you. ('nd your friends). Did nothing but spend our time in the arcade. Had to sit around and watch you guys play car games. Than we went to the Natas fair to get some infomations on Bintan. Aftermath, went back to Tampines mall. And you suddenly tell me "B, i got to go find they all awhile. They help me buy your present, i'll come back at 12am."(At that time it was 9pm.) I asked if why don't bring me along, you said it's Garry mother pub, you don't wanna bring me go. Fine, i went home. Waited and waited. No replies. I called you at 12am. Your handphone was shut. I ring all your friends. None of them picked up when all of them was with you. I was really dissapointed already. Every anniversary have to be ruin. End up i quarrel with mum for crying and making a nuisence in the house. Ran away from home, didn't bring any stuffs with me.(That includes my money 'nd clothings.) And there i was, in the middle of the night with nowhere to go, trying very hard to find you. That was the point when i really need you most. But where were you? Out drinking, staying over at friends house and watching movies. For 3 days, you didn't contact me. Nither did you ever pass me that present you said you were getting. It was all an excuse. That's how our 3rd anniversary got ruin.

It's not only the anniversary's, on Garry birthday. You asked me to go home and get changed & said you'll pick me up in an hour. You sent me home from your house. We were talking on msn and suddenly you stopped replying. I called you, text you. There were no replies. I seriously don't believe you would fall asleep. Cause we've been sleeping for 12hours over at your place. There's noway you can fall alseep. But still, no replies. No calls. I waited and waited. You didn't contact me for 2days. I called your friends, trying my best to find you. All of them said you were sleeping, and they said they didn't meet you. Don't know where were you. WHEN THE TRUTH IS, THEY WERE ALL WITH YOU. AT GARRY'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATING AND DRINKING YOUR LUNGS OFF.

Just yesterday, we were suppose to meet and hit town together. I waited for you since 6am. You were playing dota. Till 8am then you told me your shut your com already. Asked you to call me, chatted on the phone for awhile. You said you'll call me back in 5mins. Waited and waited.. 1hour later, i message you. Why haven't you called? You said you were dling some stuffs for your com. Asked if you were in msn, you said you can't go on msn. It'll lag the whole programme. So we continue smsing, and suddenly you stopped replying. I waited for an hour for your msg, still no reply. I msg again, and no reply till 6pm. You told me you fell asleep. And i found out actually you went out to meet your friends.

And its not that i don't trust you, you just make things hard for me to trust. You've lied so much, over and over again. I couldn't bring myself to hate you nor get angry at you. Each time you make a mistake, i'll just forgive you so easily. Like it never happened before. But you took advantage again, its not only the things i've mention above. You've done more than that many times. You promise to stop contacting your ex's. And recently you've been contacting her. Sms 'nd calls. You even called her 'Beautiful' in your message. Tell me, how am i suppose to react to such stuffs. I really got no chioce. I spend an hour crying beside you when you don't even realise it. I couldn't help it anymore and the more i look at you, the more i think of forgiving you. I really can't, im sorry i left your house without saying anything. It's the only thing i can do right now. And if you really care and treat me importantly, you will find me in everyways. Although my handphone is off, you know where i stay. Please let me know you're sincere and that you really care about this relationship. Don't make me regret what i've done for you. I've given so much for the past few months, its time you give a little.

It's not that i want to remind you of the bad things you've done, it's just that i can't think of any good things you've done for me.

 Perhaps im just being paranoid, or maybe im just under too much stress. I don't understand myself, why am i acting like that? But what you've done to me play a part in what i've become today. I try to keep almost everything to myself, i try to give the best of everything to you. I try to make almost everything perfect to you. But what have i got in return? I cry almost everynight, nopes. You don't know, and i bet you won't even bother. When i needed you most, where were you? Nowhere to be found. When im sick, where were you? 2days of fever 'nd your handphone is off. What's more? When i ran away from home just because of you 'nd i needed you the most. Way past midnight, i couldn't go anywhere. I've no extra clothes, no money 'nd was feeling helpless, adding on to make it worst, it was 7th month! I cry till my eyes were swollen i could hardly open them, tell me. Where were you? Having fun? Drinking your lungs off, staying over at friend's house, watching movie? While you were out having fun 'nd enjoying your life. Tell me where am i? Walking around with swollen eyes trying to find a place to stay, finding for money to eat. And even having stomach ache, i have no money to buy medicine. It's not that i want to complain about all this, it's just that i can no longer hold it inside me already. What have i done to get all this nonsense in return? I give you everything i could. When your handphone was spoiled, i lend you my own handphone when i have none. I got to ask my mum to lend me hers. When you run out of cash, i always give you money. When you had no ciggys, i gave you money to buy them. All this is just little parts i can do, i don't expect you to return me or anything, i just want you to appreciate the little things that i do. Have i not done enough? Have i not give enough? You're the one guy i seriously can't let go off, and to seriously say. You're someone whom i treasure alot. But why can't i get the same in return? Why is it that i always feel so un-important to you. Why do you always make me feel like an outsider, i don't even feel like you girlfriend. You contact me as and when you feel like it, and when you don't need me, or rather, when you don't feel like contacting me, you don't. And i have to make extra efforts to find you, to contact you but to no avail. I know your friends find me irritating, cause i always call them to look for you. But just think, if you didn't do all this. If you didn't leave me hanging there waiting for nothing to happen. If you would just make an effort to tell me where you are. Would i have to look for you for days? I don't hate this relationship, nither do i plan to ever give it up. It's just that there's too much for me to handle. You're happy, im happy. But all the things you do. You make me feel as if im a fool, like a one-sided. It's like your happy, that's enough. You never thought of how i feel. I know i use to be unreasonable. But i've changed, i've given you so much freedom. Freedom until you could contact me only 3-4days later. When you 'nd your friends wants to go BedokSimpang for Dota, i didn't object, nither did i say anything. I would just sit there and accompany you even though there's no Audition. When you want to play soccer, i also let you play. Even when i go to your place, you still wants to play Dota. I also let you play, i never say anything. Just think of the times you spent with me. How much of your time is given to me. None, whenever im with you, there's always your friends. Or else you won't even contact me, you would've gone out with them without me. Tell me when are the times we spent together? None. Even when i ask you to bring me out just the two of us, just a simple request. You would take days, and eventually end up forgetting or not even bringing me out. Is this how a relationship is suppose to be? I can never ever have personal time with you. Personal times? Maybe.. At your place when we sleep. But what happens when i wake up, you're either out with your friends without even telling me or playing Dota again. Why can't you just stay beside me. All i ask is for your time, our space. You know how much i've been telling myself to forgive and forget. You think of all the things you've done, don't you think you've gone a little overboard? Im your girlfriend, not a spare tyre. All your friends, i dare to say i've never treat them bad. But why can't they do the same to me? Must they always say mean things infront of me? Do all those stupid things to make me jealous? Say those things for you to give me up. I really don't know how long i can keep up to your pace. Im already halfway giving up on myself. I've seriously never felt so hurt in a relationship before. And i've never ever get treated so badly by friends before. This is all i have to say, im gonna go wash up and rest. I think i need a long rest.

Afterall, you should know that i'll always love you no matter what you do 'nd happens.
You'll always be my Sayang.
And i'll always stand by you no matter what you're facing.
And i know right from the start you're the one.
Please don't let me know that im wrong.
Cause if im wrong, than i don't ever wanna be right.
Whitney Wee Wei Qin Loves Darren Frederick Pereira till death.

Firstly, I would like to wish Singapore a Happy Birthday. (Belated) Im proud to be a Singaporean, I swear! (That doesn't include the kiasu part.)
Secondly, I would like to wish Shannon Dad Happy Birthday. Lols, your birthday was a blast . (And that too, doesn't include the part where Sayang & me got drunk. (we were crap!))
Thirdly, Happy Birthday to Alison. (Cause I saw the notice in my livejournal! :D)

Alright alrights, im really sorry to the lag of updates. Cause i've not been home since my last post. The usual, been staying over at Sayang house. Lols, till the extend I almost forget I had a house. (Ok, i was exaggerating...) Any-o-how, I don't really know what I should be saying right now, or what I should update on. So i'll just get the pictures posted up and head to bed. Ahahaha! Cause I don't even know if anyone reads my blog anymore. There isn't any comments posted 'nd my blogspot use to have random tags by passer-by's & tags by friends after every new post. I don't even feel like posting anymore stuffs on my blog already. Lols, feel's like i've lost all my friends after changing to livejournal. AHAHAHA, alright. Now im just acting pity. Enough crap, if you're reading right now. Or if you have a heart of gold, please comment me. Cause i feel so lonely tonight. Ahahahaha! THIS IS CRAP LA, IM BORED!


Isn't he the cutest! (Yea I know, no hands no leg. Ahahah!)


Say hi to Mr army boy, Botak clement. Lols! But the main point is LiangHao! Ahah! Look at his idiotic face! Act cute number 1.


Here are the pictures at Shannon Birthday, Sorry I know most of them are blur. Lols!


And more pictures! :D

Not much to update on, just gonna post up some overdue pictures. Im bored! And Sayang is happily sleeping drooling on some sexy big boobs babe! Hahaha, joking. Wake up soon please you stupid wild boar who only knows how to eat and sleep! ;x Oh, i've took out my eyebrow stud already. Cause it just won't heal 'nd have been that red since i pierced.

Everything happen within a day, I couldn't handle it. Ran away from home for 3days. I didn't bring any clothes or money, what did I gain from all this, swollen eyes for days 'nd going on empty stomach. My eyes were that swollen I could hardly open it. Anyways, alot of things happen. And im sorry to those i've troubled over the days.
- Jinlian & Yong'en, i owe you guys one. Thanks for the everything you helped me with, really appreciate it.
- Im sorry Mummy for quarreling with you 'nd running out like that, i just need some peace. (Thanks for not reporting police, although you almost did.)
- Im sorry Ryan bro for all the trouble i cause. I didn't know my family will contact you.

'nd i can do is be useless and escape from reality.



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I wonder why sometimes we fall apart
Together we are so wonderful
And every single day I pray, that really things shouldn't never be this way
Im only trying be a better girl.

Why then do you see all the negative things, in me?
Cause all I ever do is try to be, all that I can be
Boy you know your hurting me, all the things you say to me
As i lie at night im imagining things, how it used to be, boy you know your hurting me
What am I to do with a broken heart?

All the time everybody say that you and me are over
But I know were meant to be together for eternity
Was it untrue what we promised each other?
Baby my heart keeps telling me
That it shouldn't be this way forever
Im only trying be a better girl.

Boy remember when, we made our promises?
That we would be together through-out every single thing.
Now im only trying be a better girl, but you've never noticed that.
Boy I truely love, to be around you
And baby i'll give you anything you want me to
Cause I know this might be hard for you,
And I know that we will be.
 

Happy Anniversary Sayang (:
Went to Natas Fair at Expo with mummy & baby, aftermath, dine at Pizzahut together (:

 

Went out with Lynn 'nd mummy yesterday! :] Bus-ed down with my sis to bugis to get something. Shop around while waiting for our things to be ready. Aftermath, walked over to Suntec to meet mummy, went up to the convention hall to see the Flower garden exhibition. Wanted to find the pre-natas fair but we couldn't. So we went to dine at KennyRogers. I'll be going on either 1st or 2nd of aug to the Natas fair to book tickets to Bintan ;D

Birthdays 'nd more birthdays! Lols, HappyBirthday KinYang! :D Your birthday celebration was a blast! But i hope you did enjoyed, ;] Here are the pictures,



After his 'party' i went over to XG for awhile to get my Handphone back from Silver. But this wasn't what i expected. I acted like a clown outside XG 'nd i vomited right outside. Gosh, i didn't expect it to turn out this way. I was still fine mins ago, but no long after i came down from the cab, my head started feeling dizzy. 'nd then i could hardly walk properly, and i was super close to throwing up in the lanshop. So i went down, Candy helped me. ('nd there was afew unknown people looking at me! I felt so ugly and shameful.) Took tissues 'nd warm water for me. Finally, vomited than i felt so much better. Waited for Silver, took my hp then i left already. Stayed over at Sayang house ;D

 

Nothing much to update recently, because im most of the time pigging out on Sayang's bed. Lols. Here are some overdue pictures. (:
(Baby, can you please stop pigging out so much. You've been sleeping for far too long, its time to wake up! D: I miss you)